"Seeing in the Dark," by
Timothy Ferris
The New Yorker, Aug. 10, 1998
Rocky Hill Observatory Log, March 23, 1994: A
half-dozen eight-year-olds line up to view the moon
through the eighteen-inch telescope. As I watch each
teeter on the top of the little stepladder and peer into
the eyepiece, something remarkable happens: by the cold
moonlight-- a sort of spotlight, painting an ill-focussed
portrait of the moon on the eye, eye socket, and a bit of
brow and cheek--each child seems transformed into an
adult. Nini, red hair and freckles, becomes a woman in
her forties, the prime of her considerable athleticism
now past but her effervescent spirit unsubdued. Nion, a
shy and appealing boy, is suddenly a tall and elegantly
commanding adult who might be director of a foundation.
Mischievous Kathryn is intent, capable, no-nonsense; in
business for herself perhaps. My son looks only a bit
under my present age. Poised and serious, he offers a
vision of a time when I myself have become a memory. I am
reminded that everything we see in the sky belongs in the
past, and that children in their similarities to us and
their differences from us embody our concept of the
future. We elders fall away into the past, like leaves
from trees in autumn, but the young fall from us, too,
their shouts of glee and apprehension echoing back as
they dive toward the depths of the future.
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